*empty spaces*

“i do not trust anyone in this company…”

(long pause) “well do you trust me?”

“no”

“fair enough.”

mortality is such a sad concept and such a hard reality to accept.

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alter-ego

I used to close my heart
the same way people close doors at night…
Secure.
Tight.
And bolted not to let anybody in.
I surround myself with people
who care nothing about me.
I use them and I let them use me,
waking up everyday two steps nearer to
my eventual death.
My life was one great party…
something vaguely exciting that you do not remember [...]

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very, very undecided

Undecided
Originally uploaded by CoreForce
i do not know whether to be happy or to be sad.
something bad is going to happen. i know it. i feel it. i have been expecting it.
i should feel extremely bad because this would wound me. being a person with a lot of pride, i do not think i will be [...]

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The clock struck three
And you stir…
My heart stops
for a few seconds
Knowing I would lose sight of you
before it strikes the next hour…
In these moments,
how I wish time
follows no law except my wishes…
Torn between
stopping time so you’d
stay in this room for eternity
Or sliding to fast forward
so that tomorrow
I wake up and we say our vows
to share [...]

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be still…

Cry the rain
Photo originally uploaded by nhtinh

let everything take its course.
naturally…
love shall be.

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