i wonder how the heart knows what to feel…where it pulls the emotions out…where it digs what i need to suffer from
i am sad to the core.
and no, it is not because of quitting work.
but because of wasted time…
of the shortcuts i have taken,
ones that have not taken me to where i want to be…
but have driven me to be lost.
quarter-life crisis.
maybe there is such a thing…




