a safety net, your parachute or personal shock absorber…

i cry because you make her cry when all i wish for is her happiness…
i want her to keep her fairytales unlike i with broken dreams
i long to hear stories about her passion so it can fuel my existence
i want her to keep the innocence of her youth
the silliness of her beliefs and her faith…
her [...]

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agonizing reply

I walked every single day,
hoping to see your face in the crowd,
wishing to hear your voice…
every little thought of you,
every single detail,
from the way you leave your hair wet after every shower,
to the very amazing sight of you in sweet slumber…
I used to hold on to these,
for strength,
for life,
for hope…
used to…
but no more…
now all that [...]

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pseudo-relationship

i toast my glass to us
spending the last years
blessed and contented
soft kisses under the stars
my blanket against the cold
you love me still
as i love you always
our dreams are endless
our lives intertwined
i held your hand in my sleep
captured your face in my dreams
i have never lost you
every hour we’ve spent
in my mind.

pseudorudo
Originally uploaded by mi bicicleta [...]

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a sign

Where can you find the rewind button in life?
I wish I could go back to the day when
he knew that he was my knight in shining armor.
You see, he still is.
There was never a day that he wasn’t…
the sad part is, I don’t think he sees
me looking at him that way anymore.
Maybe I do not [...]

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Yesterday was a not so good day.
Driven. That is one word that could easily describe me. The problem is as hard-headed and stubborn as I am, I am deeply attracted to a person who can put the reins on me. The probability of him succeeding will never be 100% (I’d say around 45%) but I [...]

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