some weeks are worse than others… and this is definitely one of those weeks.
the natural course of life is to fight for survival and not to succumb
yet sometimes, this does not prove to be true for all.
not for the girl that fit the shoe box.
we read about things like this
or we hear them from the mouth of other people
they tell stories
those who choose their own death and execute it at their chosen time,
those who seek peace in losing their grip on our perceived reality.
but when it happens within the confines of your safety net…
how do you outlive it?
how do you start the healing? (if it can indeed be healed)
i fear that it is not even a disease
what pill will you take for it?