almost 4am


do you know that i spend 6 pm to 7 pm looking at my mobile phone waiting for it to ring?

because it is the usual time that you call me to tell me that you are coming.

do you know i spend every hour of my day looking through the doors?

i am simpy waiting for you to step in and to find me.

do you know that i love tuesday nights because they lead to wednesday mornings?

i have another excuse to walk by and look at you.

do you know that i will miss looking at my watch?

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how many people are thinking my thoughts?


Photo by simcap71

i am sitting in the dark…
hearing only the beep on my mobile phone…
and the rhythmic hum of the ventilation system
my eyes hurt at the intensity of the light from the screen
or
perhaps it hurts because it is trying to absorb
the thousand thoughts that surf my mind…
as i succumb to finding answers to questions of why my life is such…
…and then friendster comes into play…
it helps you to stay conencted it says…
but most of the time…it makes me feel bad…
i miss a lot of people.