i wonder how the heart knows what to feel…where it pulls the emotions out…where it digs what i need to suffer from

i am sad to the core.

and no, it is not because of quitting work.

but because of wasted time…

of the shortcuts i have taken,

ones that have not taken me to where i want to be…

but have driven me to be lost.

quarter-life crisis.

maybe there is such a thing…

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